4 Years Later

I still remember asking myself ‘how long will this –diary writing- last?’ last year this well. Its been one full year and I’m still keeping this and evaluating the benefits I’ve gain, they’re simply valuable. I know I would regret very much now if I did not keep this, I’ve learn many things, but the most important of them all is that, there’s so much I don’t know, so much I haven’t experience, so many things I don’t understand yet, I don’t even feel like celebrating it even to myself, I didn’t buy me sweets. Also I realize how many things I don’t dare do, inhibited from doing, things that are really plain and nothing but I unconsciously considered morbid. I’ve been living in a closed world, a prison cell and isolation from people and relationship with girls.

weatherman1
september 14, 1970

I might have said the same thing like my old man after a year of keeping a journal for myself, and its been four years this september since I got my journal over this blog and I have to admit, there’s still a hell lot of things to learn for myself.